Finding this thing called "love" is actually harder than I expected...

So you're saying that you broke up with her because she was cheating on you, although she never admitted to it? What were some of the indications you got that led you to believe this, any incriminating evidence?

I hear what you're saying when you said that you were blinded because you loved the fact that she loved you so much. I felt like that was my situation at first with my fiancee (yes, I'm engaged) - I love her, but her love felt so much more intense at times, however, I honestly feel as though that isn't really the case. Females (for the most part), just express themselves differently and more emotional. That doesn't necessarily mean they love you so much more intimately.

What was it like over the past few years that's making you feel as though you were a selfish prick (at least that's what I gathered you felt like from your post)?