Kaneda is a daddy now

I want to say that I hope for the best in your endeavors to raise your daughter. I empathize because you may not have wanted kids at this time in your life (as had been the case for my two cousins who had children), but hang in there. Parenthood is full of pain and joy. Focus on the joy more than the pain. And if Kaneda doesn't want to involve himself at all in your daughter's life, as the others have basically said, fuck him.

yea, that's the difference between kaneda and i. He "blames" us having a kid on me, because i couldn't have an abortion. I was raised differently than him and he's known for the whole 4 years that i couldn't do it. Even if i really wanted to, if anything I could give a baby up for adoption if i couldn't take care of it. I didn't want kids this young, i wanted to be somewhere in my mid-late 20's....I'm only 18. What pisses me off the most so far, is that when I'm up all night with the baby...he's up all night at a bar or w/e. haha, and yes...fucking him did get me into this. But when i told him i couldn't have an abortion, i gave him the opportunity to just leave and not worry about it if he wasn't ready. But he "loved" me so much that he wanted to support whatever decision i made LMAO. ok, well she's screaming a lung out, i better go give her a boob or something.