My Stay at Hospital Plus the bad news.

for the past 2 weeks ive been in mega pain.and i just got out of hospital after being in there for a week.got a bitchload of tests done.
my right kidney is pretty much fucked. it has some wierd infection that my body cant fight off and its spreading to my left kidney!. doctors pumped alot of shit into my body to try and slow/stop the infection but there is a small chance the infection will dissapear!. if nothing happens to it in the next 14 days i'll have to get the kidney removed in the next 1-2 months.
and if they cant stop the infection its def going to spred thru remaining kidney and fuck it up. and if i dont find a donar by the time im 18-19 i wont live over 20. i have a really rare blood type which is fucked, so even if i do find a donar there is still a chance my body will reject the new kidney..
i've been taking this shit way too hard its pissssing me off. hmm


Anybody ever gotten any worser news than this?