Do you feel like this sometimes?

I don't think everyone feels ugly all the time, but it's bound to happen a few times in your life at least.

Well, true enough as that may be, suicidal thoughts are never normal, when they are serious..

Nope, me either. Might be because everyone I know loves me, though.

Same, maybe we should throw a "Laugh at depressed people" party.

I really felt like killing myself when me and my friends were throwing bottle rockets at cars on a highway at 3 o clock in the morning and after a few hours a cop came and we ran but he got one of my friends and I got in a shitload of trouble and I could have got a felony ( running from the police is a felony in my state which I did not know ) but the cop was nice and let us off, but my parents were pretty pissed for a long time and I thought it would be better not to live.

My hair doesn't grow down, it grows up. I end up with a white man's second rate afro.

Sometimes I feel so ugly on the inside and outside. That I wanna kill myself, whenever I look in the mirror. Why must I be cursed with this profile; with this obstinate human algoid expression?

I know that feeling well. I remember days where I looked in the mirror and said "You're not fucking worth the effort" and the many thoughts about death to myself. I can't remember the amount of times I"ve planned suicide. I've lost count of times where I almost did it. I know this, never look in the mirror when you are depressed. It will tell you things that are untrue.

I also remember days where I felt like I was betrayed and unloved...those days hurt the most. Those days I really came close.

But I've learned to look at things a little more positively, yet keeping my darkness. It scares me that I have my dark side still...but I try not to feed it at all.

I don't understand you people. It's like, even if I wanted to, I'd be too lazy to do it.

Or I'd pull a tycho.

Humans dont deserve to live, Destroying what is left of the earths inhabitants.
Arabs, Japs & Afghani's need to die.

we dont respect animals anymore. we kill them untill there is no more.
and pollute their lives with fear & Hatred.

Humans dont deserve to live, Destroying what is left of the earths inhabitants. Arabs, Japs & Afghani's need to die. we dont respect animals anymore. we kill them untill there is no more. and pollute their lives with fear & Hatred.

Whoa now. Why just Arabs and Japanese?

People are people. We all have different cultures and appearence, but we're basically all the same race.

People are not perfect. God knows we aren't. Evil is intertwined with human nature. Yes, we destroy. Yes, we kill each other. Yes, some people have done things to harm earth natural state.

I take this all as a side effect of sin, but that's my religious belief. However, how do that actions of some revoke the right to live for others, others who haven't done anything to ruin the world? To judge humanity based on the sins of some is a travesty of itself.

Though it's hard to see through all the quagmire there is beauty in humanity. Every human in of itself is a unique being just like any animal or plant. You can see that sort of thing in an uncorrupted child.

That was totally inspiring and optimistic from a normally cynical person like me.

Preach on, Brother Raz! My hair is growing too slow. I'm currently stuck with the 'Backstreet Boy' length while trying to grow it long...

My hair is about shoulder length at this point, and it's taking fucking forever to grow any longer. I want to get it to about chest-length, but that's probably another year off.

That was the longest run-on sentence ever..

I pay no attention to my own emotions. My feelings are shoved aside, and I just examine everything with a cool head.

Along time ago, I got angry frequently. My teacher refused to let me climb a step ladder, so i threw the ladder across the room. I felt a serious case of uselessness. Then I realized something. I may be ugly, stupid and unpopular, but what the fuck should I care? If the mirror shows an ugly teenage boy that may have no future, I just won't look at that mirror again.