Invisibility

Books flipped around, laying upside down in every corner of my void,
Cars driving by in the snow outside my dark window,
Ominous blood flowing through my veins, so very, very quickly,
To one day stop, together with my heart when its beats are heard no more,
The malevolent pain, burrowed deep inside me,
Hidden by my skin, forbidden by my flesh,
The flame of life, burning so much inside me,
It wants more air, it wants to be free,
But it cannot get out, it's been closed in by emotions,
Feelings I will never let out.