Invisibility
 

Books flipped around, laying upside down in every corner of my void,
Cars driving by in the snow outside my dark window,
Ominous blood flowing through my veins, so very, very quickly,
To one day stop, together with my heart when its beats are heard no more,
The malevolent pain, burrowed deep inside me,
Hidden by my skin, forbidden by my flesh,
The flame of life, burning so much inside me,
It wants more air, it wants to be free,
But it cannot get out, it's been closed in by emotions,
Feelings I will never let out.

Why do all your "Chruser Corner's" seem to depict you as a deprived person who's only wish is for someone to hold them? I like them, but it's hard to figure out if you are just being creative, or expressing your true self...

Chruser's just another one of us who is tired of this life.

However old it might get you have to make the best of it.

did you rip that chruser?

hehe...
I thought it was wonderful.

Yeah, it was creative, but was it also a cry for help! LoL!

OMG PLEASE STOP THAT WAS HILARIOUS! :haha:

A friend wrote this for me once, he was sorta depressed and wanted me to figure out what it means and what life is meant for him.

love is my eternel hate,
love doesn't live in my conscience,
time only makes love lengthen for a taste of it,
the liquid wine that slathers down the side of your cheek,
wine that only one can taste and for none other to enjoy

but there are those that woo only to the ungreatful,
nice to the ungreatful,
love to the ungreatful,
time is against them to touch the wine or touch the bottle,
life is against them as well,
to let them leave the last impression of them with the world,
as they pass on

the ungreatful like me,
do are best to try and satasfy with what we have,
but what is it worth when the wine becomes to expensive,
and you want it at all costs to be happy,
would you turn down a friend,
or love them,
turn down a partner,
or love them,
respect is how wine is made,
and few know and feel the texture


- by saddness and humility

Fuckin Nutcase...

Wow, it looks like Chruser is pretty damn depressed. If you need someone to comfort you I am always here ;).

This coming from a male virgin... Can't be good! ;)

Just busting your chops!

Haha, inside jokes... most people just think I am gay but hey, its all good.

good one you are gay

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/you pwned

Nice job..

I love your avatar grav