me too. Idk what im even doing anymore, its scary.
missing him tho, hope he's wherever doing whatever he wanted. and sorry about your cousin. a few years before we had the baby he took a LOT of zanax, I never thought he was trying to die just be fucked up. the nuse showed me...


. fuck.
were you close with your cousin? I've been trying "survivors" meetings, all i think the whole time is how he'd want to kill everyone in there and then some

. craziness. our last conversation was about how he would kill someone so that the gov't would take care of him instead of me. lame.
xxxo Kaneda, i miss you eternally.