You're slowly causing permanent damage to your body, my friend. I hope you come to your senses soon before you loose every bit of sanity you have left or die.
I kicked smoking pot a long time ago... Now its just when I can get a hella good deal on some good smoke or if someone has some, once or twice a month tops sometimes not at all.
And I had an uncle that did a lot of drugs like Spector...He turned yellow at 52 and his kidneys shut down on him...