You, in all honesty, sound like you're the girl in the relationship. I swear if someone didn't know you were a guy posting, they would think you're a girl if they read that.
OMG I know how you feel!!!! But, you just gotta tell him this, not us. And if he doesn't feel the same way that you do then he's probably not the right guy. You can Private Message if you wanna like talk more, cause i know EXACTLYYYYYYYY how you feel.
When my time comes, I want to be burried face down. That way, anyone that doesn't like me, can kiss my ass!