It's worse than classic because it's with me and i find it hard to even look at him anymore. its one of those learning experiences in my little "not to do" checklist, "DO NOT TRUST THEM..." ugh fukin a.
Emo much? Why even give him a second chance at a relationship? If you want to be fuck buddies, fine; but from my point of view it's ridiculous to bother trusting him again.
ya its like for some reason i still want something, but at the same time i just want to shoot him. when he's here and with me its cool, but if he's in az im like "well fuck it, leave me alone".
It's like i get caught up in a spell of "lovey dovey" shit, but then i remember reading that shit and it falls apart, all of a sudden i dont care that he's sorry, but that he did it and im all pissed off, he just knows me well enough to know how to "comfort" me. fuck relationships.