I saw some1 who was 'elite' and wanted to be like them, i got a friend, and got as many ptopazes as i could and as many sockets as i could and did 300 hell meph runs my first night with about 400 mf, i got occulus about 1-5 days after it came out and got sojs for it, than i got good.
Why dont u try, dont expect people to baby you, although i have had friends that met some nice person who was quitting and scored a decent acocunt.