I pay no attention to my own emotions. My feelings are shoved aside, and I just examine everything with a cool head.
Along time ago, I got angry frequently. My teacher refused to let me climb a step ladder, so i threw the ladder across the room. I felt a serious case of uselessness. Then I realized something. I may be ugly, stupid and unpopular, but what the fuck should I care? If the mirror shows an ugly teenage boy that may have no future, I just won't look at that mirror again.
I really felt like killing myself when me and my friends were throwing bottle rockets at cars on a highway at 3 o clock in the morning and after a few hours a cop came and we ran but he got one of my friends and I got in a shitload of trouble and I could have got a felony ( running from the police is a felony in my state which I did not know ) but the cop was nice and let us off, but my parents were pretty pissed for a long time and I thought it would be better not to live.
I wish my hair would grow slower or not at all...would save some money from that barber every 4 fucking weeks.
There are days that I look fucked up, but not so bad that I would kill myself about it, and feeling ugly on teh inside..hmm maybe that 1 time when I ate 4 big fat burrito's, oh man that must've been ugly, it certainly was when it came out again
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Never really feel that way. I honestly don't think it is a healthy thought either, so don't listen to anyone that says that is normal. Not being completely content with your physical appearance isn't abnormal, but if it gets to the point of you wanting to physically harm yourself because of it, very abnormal.