Oh my fucking god

last month a friend of a friend OD'd on oxycottin or something like that, i dunno how its spelled. and i just found out that this acquaintance of mine who was this girls boyfriend went to her grave, sat on it, and shot himself in the head. i dont know what to fucking think. oh my god... AAAHHHHHH... FUCK... god dammit, i need to... i dunno, i sadlfkjaogih im so fucked up right now... i dont know what to think.

He was a heroin addict... so is my friend... she's been clean for about 2 weeks though... tryin to keep it strong... Peopel... dont do hard drugs, please. jesus fucking christ... thats 4 people i know in the last two years that have died.

Holy shit.. I feel for ya, bro. One of my best friends OD'd on morphene and calydapins about a year ago. It fucking sucks - keep strong, PB.

Whats with all your good friends being so fucked up? Time to hang out with a different croud if you ask me.

Sorry to hear about that, Penny. Best advice is just don't do drugs period.

Shit. Maybe you should talk to a counselor or somethign

damn that's gotta suck for you but more for the friend. try your best to get through it. People started saying OD'd thats kinda awkward and late. Anyway I wish for the best.

God damn, Penny, that's fucked up. I feel for you, man.

People make stupid mistakes while impaired. It's a sad story. How old were they?

The title of this thread definatly fits what I was thinking when I read that.

I don't understand?

Thats pretty messed up. From now on, dont make friends with people who do drugs. And if a friend starts doing drugs, tell them to stop, if they dont listen, never talk to them again (Find a new friend). This is pretty common among herion addicts (I have heard stories like this before).

*cough* Dolphin lighter *cough*

Whats with all your good friends being so fucked up? Time to hang out with a different croud if you ask me.

..... Nice of you...... I have one good friend who is fucked up like this... well two actually... and all these friends of hers are dying. and my sisters friend.... not like, best friends... i wouldnt fucking let my best friends do shit like that....

Holy shit.. I feel for ya, bro. One of my best friends OD'd on morphene and calydapins about a year ago. It fucking sucks - keep strong, PB.

Yeah dude that sucks, I know that position, but believe me... this is not even comparable.... like... this guy who seemed like he was alright must have been royally fucked up in the head and in all sorts of mental/emotional pain.... to know they suffered like that and then do something like BLOWING THEIR FUCKING HEAD OFF isn't fucking.... comparable to anything... the loss is the same... but... you know, its diferent.

Sorry to hear about that, Penny. Best advice is just don't do drugs period.

I don't do drugs, doesn't pertain.

Edit- sorry if it sounded mean or hateful, i didnt want it to... thanks for the consoling.

We're not competing for the most fucked up situation here. I'm just letting you know that I feel for you.

Shit. Maybe you should talk to a counselor or somethign

Doubt it... I'm logical... I'm in control of my life. I'm not a basketcase. I did however get really drunk for the first time last night... i dont drink... but yeah, I realize that isn't a way to solve problems... it doesn't help anything. So I'm straight, don't worry.

Don't ever let alcohol become your way out, it's evil! Although, drinking now and again isn't too bad.

We're not competing for the most fucked up situation here. I'm just letting you know that I feel for you.

I didn't say we were... don't think im very rational right now anyways either... the point is... i dont even know what to think i dunno fuck it im sorry