last month a friend of a friend OD'd on oxycottin or something like that, i dunno how its spelled. and i just found out that this acquaintance of mine who was this girls boyfriend went to her grave, sat on it, and shot himself in the head. i dont know what to fucking think. oh my god... AAAHHHHHH... FUCK... god dammit, i need to... i dunno, i sadlfkjaogih im so fucked up right now... i dont know what to think.