@sov... in reply to my adderall post awhile back, i usually just injest them... snorting them would kick my ass. and then it would be even more of a high from them.... sometimes what I do though, is crush up the pill, then put it in a little bit of like a napkin or paper towel or something, and injest that.... when the piece of napki/paper towl spills the adderall in my stomach... i get hit all at once....
todays bitching: I have 4 girls who want to date me. I dont even know if I want a girlfriend. I had my ex. even though I really don't.. .how about i WANT to hate my ex?
The bounce has gone from my bungey. I'm a slowly slipping and sliding down from my perch atop a great hill of happiness. The stupidity of others is depressing too.
My conversations with people are the pits. I can't even keep one going for more than 5 mniutes.
I'm too shy. One of my New years resolutions was to get rid of Shy Lenny and just go out and talk to people. DOn't feel shy saying "Hi" to jenny, just do it. Has anything happened? Nope. Let's see then, how about a nice conversation over the internet? Surely that can't be too hard. Fat chance.
You like this girl for so long, you talk to her whenever you overcome your shyness, yet what have you to show after a year? Nothing. Why not take the chance when it came to you? Because you're a fucking idiot. A year and a half sat here, thinking "Why didn't I just ask her out then?".
Love sucks. The best feeling in the world. Can get you higher than the clouds, can make your head spin, heart miss a beat when you see her. And it can tear you apart. Rip your soul to pieces as you think about failures.
And I don't even have enough time to complain. Stupid sister.
Yesterday during work I was told that I could take my lunch as soon as I cleaned the girls bathrooms, seeing as there were no female service wenches scheduled. So I go into the bathroom at the front of the store with my broom, dustpan, glasscleaner and paper towel, open the first stall...and my reaction?
"Holy...fucking...shit..."
Literally. Everywhere...smeared on the seat...on the floor...everywhere...on the outside of the bowl...under the seat...EVERYWHERE.
HOW THE FUCK DOES A FEMALE MISS SUCH A TARGET WHEN ALL WE HAVE TO FUCKING DO IS SQUAT AND RELEASE!?
I was at the fair tonight in Allegan, and in all I had a great time, riding rides and such...up until the end...and I decided to play a game. The game I decided to play? Well...you know those people who work at the booths with the darts and the balloons? Yeah...they have no fucking souls.
All in all, the guy just kept on handing me darts and like the idiot I was, I just kept on throwing. I blew $64 in five minutes on the second biggest prize they had, which was a Stewie Plushie.
Walking away I look at my dad and ask "I was just ripped off, wasn't I?" His reply? "Big time."
I hate polictical discussions when people are so one sided, they cannot actually carry on with the discussion. That's cool, we can agree to disagree, but if you keep presenting arguements for your case, then don't just run and hide when I do the same. If you wanna talk about it, be a man and talk about it. If you wanna snipe, then leave me the fuck alone.
The Halo 3 Beta didnt come out until 4 in the am EST and i was awake for it. Even though the game rocks i am extremely tired and cranky. Damn Bungie and Microsoft for delaying it almost 20 hours
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