Are you lonely?

I am lonely. What would make it better? If my friends took the time to invite me to do things with them or we at least hung out more than once a school year. That would make it better.

I have a lot of friends and I do hang out with them, but it's not enough for me anymore..

The real annoying part is that the "old me" is telling me to shut the fuck up and live with it, and to go kick some kid in the balls for fun. But I can't just shrug things off and ignore them like I previously could.

Some of my oldest friends think I broke my brain on drugs, heh

I think my whole existence revolves around the warrior mentality. Hah. I love what is "epic", I love what is a "higher cause", I love principles, I love ideals, I love brotherhood with my best guy friends. I am quick to rage when I need to be, and I am quick to be sentimental when I need to be. If I have a problem I fix it. Not some jackass. I am a go getter. I can lead, but I have the ability to be symbiotic with equal partners. I like fighting mentally and physically, and I am pretty capable in both of those areas.

So, when I am lonely, I go make myself not lonely, or I find a way to enjoy the time alone. Like on Zelaron.