Personality transformation?

It has now come to my attention that honestly, I have some sort of forum problems, and i'm very unclear to what it may be.

I just recently got banned from two car website forums that I occasionally surf, and that along with my Zelaron history really makes me sit back and think.


What is the root of my Idiocy?.

Back in reality I hardly catch the amount of flack from my everyday friends/family/co-workers as I do when I get online and post random thoughts/arguments. I feel that it may just be the way I post, I may come off harsh, or always negative, when at the same time I can easily be a very nice person and helpful and witty, but also at the same exact time get worked up over something so insignificantly irrelevant that it doesn't even hold an ounce of relevance..

Honestly, I can't figure it out. I asked two of my close friends last night when we grabbed a bite to eat if they honestly felt like I was full of arrogance and stupidity, as they both laughed at first, and then told me no and assured me no. They both mentioned that I just try and be funny often, but usually it isn't spiteful or out of place.

It's so weird? How can my personality online transfer so incoherently? Am I really that bad at transfering thoughts from my head onto paper/on to the internet? I've known for a long time that i've always had horrible reading comprehension (for whatever reason) but I can still pick up on things very quickly, and am by no means an individual that shit gets by on a regular basis.


I just can't figure it out, I guess this is just a vent after being doublebanned in one day, and being fine on here, I just don't understand it at all. I guess this is just a vent, and if I knew a majority of you in 'real life' I'm sure things would be different, entirely. I would be viewed differently atleast.