ughhhhhhhhhhh

I don't get it at all.




: hi
R H0P: hi
: im sorry... i really am... i dont want you to be upset
R H0P: im sorry too
: y r u sorry
R H0P: that it had to end like this
: :'(
R H0P: i knew you wanted your space,a nd that you jsut came from a relationship where you were on lockdown
: i still love you.... i really do...
R H0P: i tried to give you the space
R H0P: i dunno
: i know...
: its just something i have to do for a little while...
: i wish i could explain it better...
R H0P: me too
: :-(
: this is like the hardest thing ive ever had to do
: i just need time... and im not asking u by any means to wait for me... but i just need to chill for a while
R H0P: how long?
R H0P: not you chilling
R H0P: but how long have you thought this?
: i dont really know... i mean not very long i guess
R H0P: how many times have you said i love you, but meaning "love you like a brother"
: never
: i dont love you like a brother. i love you
: but its just something i need to do
R H0P: how do youlove me, and have feelings and everything
R H0P: then breakup with me from the same time
R H0P: it makes no sense
R H0P: you can tell me the truth
R H0P: nothing you could say coul dmake me feel any shittier
: im sorry, i know it doesnt make sense.... its just like no matter how much i love you i cant be in a serious relationship right now. i just cant. and im telling u the honest truth
R H0P: so you jsut want friends with benefits with someone
: no, its not like that....
: im not doing this cuz i want to get with other guys at all
: like that never crossed my mind at all
: im not trying to hook up with anyone, im not interested in anyone else or anything
: its not about that
R H0P: i wish there was something i could say to make you stay
R H0P: you broke my heart, i g2g now
: im sorry... i really am... i do love you... i wish i could make u understand

R H0P: what would you say/do if someone that you loved told you "I love you so much, i really do, but i want to get some space."
: i dont know what i would do... i really dont know. and im sorry u have to go through this
: but thats really how i feel