I think it's time to give up, now.

I suppose I'll commit suicide. Are there any slow, not-so-painful was to do it? I want to go unnoticed, until the last minute, and maybe have the chance to change my mind, so I don't want anything instant, like weapons or drinking a thing of bleach. Starving would be noticed, as well, as I simply like to eat, and everyone I know likes to cook.
I'm considering continuous food poisoning.

I'm not able to be talked out of this, so if you attempt that, I'll simply ask /b/ or some fuckers on Gaia.