Not as grand as I thought

When I was younger, all my friend and I would say we were going to date model when we grew up... sounded awesome to date a girl like that. WRONG!!

A few months ago I met this girl Lauren, she told me she was a model but I figured she was just one of those pretty girls who once and awhile had a picture taken. Later on we started dating and she always works out, and she also kept a lot of things to herself. She was in Miami often and I figured she had friends or family there, its not too far from where I live.

Mid January she gave me this long chat how not to get upset but I wont see her much in Feb, and she explain her constant being in Miami was modeling, now she is there EVERY FUCKING DAY, AND ALL DAY.For Vday I couldnt even get her candy, she has to watch what she eats and when shes not modeling she's at the gym. I havent seen her in two weeks, and before that was the talk. I mean yeah she makes a lot of money, but it sucks. Now she's going to New York for it.

Her mom also is one of those who pushes her kid and finds me as a threat and is now trying to get rid of me.

On top of that, every time she goes to a party guys holler at her and I'm not there always so it pisses me off.

Overall it sucks that she's a model... so reality is, its not as grand as my childhood dream pictured.