I fucken hate myself

Like the title says, i truely hate myself right now. Im going to tell a tale that u all are probably going to laugh at and still not think its a big deal. But it is.

Last night i was at a retreat up in Mass when the announcement said that we were leaving due to the weather. My friend snuck abord the bus booze and we drank alot, half a handle before we even got back to school. I went to talk to friends while he finshed off the bottle. He blacked out and went to bed. Since i was drunk and wanted to do something, i went out with another frined to a party. I apparently went balckout cause i dont remember anything and got kicked out. I dont remember the night and that sucks. Whats even worse is that the friend i went with wont even talk to me.

In all, i lost my cell phone so that is a major problem. I lost a friend and i have no memeory. I truely hate myself.



Oh and by the way, i ran in the snow naked.