life

it was fake... jus a lie.. i wonder if it was jus fate creeping inside..couldnt have seen where i would be.. untill i stand up and wine. y be held bac in the past.. when i can stand up in fight.as i slip through my steps i cry. is there any time.. i wish it was mine. the world in my palm . in my hands.. but it jus controls my mind. the pine needles preice my skin and pain and terror it made me feel. i weep as i keep still.. shiverin in pain. as i get up to say feow it was jus a dream to stay.. but as i turn over i pasted away..drowned in my own blood.. i wish i could jus say... beware of your mind... it contorls your life.