well hi

/discuss

Been there done that. On meds now, feel great.

On meds, still probably about teal.

Really? What meds are you taking?

I'm curious too. I might start taking xanax.

Bupropion 300mg every morning
Trazodone 50mg every night


I feel balanced and normal My job performance since I started taking the meds has skyrocketed and I always feel motivated to improve myself.

I'm curious too. I might start taking xanax.

For? Xanax is used to treat anxiety and panic attacks, not depression.

yeah, but i've had panic attacks. And when did I say I was depressed?

I think I might be manic depressive. I remember my break-up with my last GF was pretty nuts for me. At first I became obsessive and depressed. It felt like I had gone insane.
Then I became angry and plotted to kill her and her new "friend".
Then I just felt like I wasn't even alive. It was like I had gone so crazy I didn't know I was me.

Then I got over it.

You guys suck. I run on pussy.

You guys suck. I run from pussy.

We know...

Now now, we all know Alex can't run.

He doesn't have too, considering he's never even seen one before.

You guys suck. I run on pussy.

Funniest thing i'll hear all day.

I think I might be manic depressive. I remember my break-up with my last GF was pretty nuts for me. At first I became obsessive and depressed. It felt like I had gone insane. Then I became angry and plotted to kill her and her new "friend". Then I just felt like I wasn't even alive. It was like I had gone so crazy I didn't know I was me. Then I got over it.

Same here. 2 years, 4 months.

Except I didn't plot to kill her. Just her boyfriend/my bestfriend. I learned about several plants that, when treated right, produce toxins that can EASILY kill someone. Just spike the drink, watch them choke.

HOWEVER, (as a disclaimer) I don't condone murder and I won't teach you how to manufacture [EDIT] or the other poisons I studied. And the dude and I are cool now.

Anybody that kills somebody else becaue of jealousy is the most pathetic person in the world. The day you live your life for anybody else besides yourself is the day that you truly don't have a reason to live for.

Anybody that kills somebody else becaue of jealousy is the most pathetic person in the world. The day you live your life for anybody else besides yourself is the day that you truly don't have a reason to live for.

Jealousy wasn't my motivation, though. There was a lot of shit that he did to his ex-fiance. I don't wish to go into it but he even admits he did some shit worth his execution.

Jealousy wasn't my motivation, though. There was a lot of shit that he did to his ex-fiance. I don't wish to go into it but he even admits he did some shit worth his execution.

Okay here let me break this down. You don't feel as good as the other guy, obviously. When you start finding things wrong with who they've moved on with it's most definitely jealousy, what else could it be? The fact that you can't get over her causes you to find excuses and the best way for you to do is shift blame from you, which you have done, and blame the guy she has chosen over you. It's over.