When you get back you'll find out she's been screwing around behind your back. With girls. Tough shit, don't kill yourself as most underachieving socially conformative pussy shits that can't handle simple problems do.
Wow Graviton. You really know how to depress a guy. I know how hard it is to live like 500 miles away from anyone you know, and work incredibly weird hours. It sucks. It sucks BAD!