a dream (part 1)

A gift, a book, and all you see is true.
The sun.....it blinds me, keeps me from seeing what the clouds hide.
It's not important i guess.....but i see a image, a body....it looks like...me?
i can't feel the floor any more, i'm freely floating through the sky, rapidly falling down to the water.....am i to die? or....am i dead already?
the sky is blue like the ocean, sparkling like the sun can blind me.
The light under me, it calls me, it takes my soul away.
What is that seeping from me? is it my... self? i can move again, should i chase it? No it'd be a waste of time....but that thing looks like me.... it's walking deeper into the unforgiving darkness.....it's part of me, i should chase it........

(part 1 end)