distortedmind

I love this girl with all of my heart
I know there is nothing that can bring us apart
Everyday is the best day I could ever imagine,
With my woman by my side, without i couldn't invision
Yes it all seems perfect, the best life it could be
But I found out just recently, she cheated on me
Now I must be trippin, she wouldn't do this to me
Theres no way this whore can go without us,
Ima go back to school, act normal on the bus
but what she doesn't know is I've got knife,
As her stop comes up, I confront her life
The choices shes been makin, are they really worth it!?
You betrayed the WRONG person, now your gonna get it
As I punctured her stomach,
I felt sudden urge of vomit,
as the images of better times, come into my head
how would i live my life if my baby girl was dead?
now this psycho way of thinkin has got to go
maybe she's not who i think she is, not a dirty little ho
maybe im the reason why she commited this treason
im the reason for all of this bleedin'
maybe shes all thats been comforting me
the only person who gave a damn about me
and now i've commited the ultimate sin
I wish I could go back in time, bring em back again
but all those times are forever forgotten, the pain ain't no game
as I snap back to my reality, I realize shes sitting by me
we're at the fair, in the air, in a ferris wheel, how the hell did this tragety unveil, I saw somethign bad happen in the future, but what the fuck, how must I deal with this torture, I can't see straight, i'm hearing voices in my head, sometimes I really wish that I was dead, because I know this girl's not real, I had already killed her, how am i in this prison again, I can't feel my mind, help me god, I want to return to that time, but i can't remember, so i sit and think, remembering the life changes that could've been rendered, remembering how my life ended....but i've been in this prison for 15 years, something in my mind always brings me to tears
I have now realized that I killed her, It's accepted,
I wish i had her back, my baby girl, is goneee...