Studies suggest that self-diagnosis by search engines frequently leads web searchers to conclude the worst about what ails them. I don't think you should listen to anyone's advice here either in that regard, or it will most likely just fortify your position as a cyberchondriac. But since I'm a hypocrite, I'm still going to state that I think your ailment sounds pretty bad. Thus, you should see a doctor. At least it will grant you clarity.

"Stephen Wolfram is the creator of Mathematica and is widely regarded as the most important innovator in scientific and technical computing today." - Stephen Wolfram