EXACTLY.
After your in the habbit of having that mind set change its hard.
I don't get de-motivated though. When I smoke usually I do things I would make excusses for otherwise. I'm VERY ocd when I smoke....clean the entire house (I mean scrubbing EVERTHING....like the cabinets in the kitchen and the patio chairs baby toys etc) and then take a nice shower...in the morning though that's another story. I've got to be the worst person to wake up, poor Kaneda. He's great though, always has a cup of coffee and a smile for me <3

Your fucking stupid