You see, i always grew up that way. It just how it is. I also cant just hook up with someone. I need to know them and like them. Im weird that way. I feel like any act should be one because you care about that person. Juist because you want that feeling doesnt make it right for me. This is also why i probably drink as much as i do, just because thats how i become more carefree and actually hook up with people, in the non sex way.