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Arkantis

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Adderall
I found out that I was getting some adderall for free from a significant other and I was actually rather excited. It had been a while since I had done any uppers, and I was hyped for it. Plus the excitement, I had never done this exact drug, I had done other add uppers but never would of expected what I got.
I got the bottle on the way out of school and it had 13 20mg pills in it, by the time I got home my excitement had grown to a great level. I retreated to my bedroom and began my favorite part of any powder drug, preparation.

The little spheres that come in the pill casing cannot be insufflated, I have a friend who did that and successfully wasted 5 20mg pills for no effect. I get out my drivers license, a spoon, and a razor blade. I proceeded to carefully take the outer layer of the pill off and then split the pile of spheres in 2 piles.
I took the first pile of spheres and placed it under the drivers license and in the centre and held the plastic card down while I pushed the spoon against it as hard as possible and ran it back and forth. I did this till there were no visible spheres left. I took the other half of the pill and did the same thing.
Now there were 2 piles of slightly clumpy powder and pushed it together with the razor blade and scraped any powder off the license. Now this is my favorite part, I chopped the pile of powder over and over again with the razor blade until it was a very fine powder doing all these steps for each pill usually takes me like 5-7 minutes per pill, but could be done sloppily in as little as 3.
After I chopped up 4 pills or 80mg I took about ¼ of the powder and separated it into two lines rolled up a dollar bill and put both the lines up my nose, I threw down small lines because I had done other ADD drugs but never adderall because I dont like the shady people who sell it, I was afraid of some nasty burn or some awful immediate side effect. I was pleasantly surprised with nothing out of the ordinary for snorting stuff just a runny nose. I took the other line I now had about 20mg in my system.
I got my coat on and went out to the car to go to work, I got to work and went straight to the bathroom where I poured another quarter or so of the powdered substance on the top of the toilet paper dispenser, chopped it a little more and insufflated it all in one big line.
I was beginning to feel out of the ordinary, I had a little bit more energy than normally but nothing that was significant enough to call a drug experience.
I did about 5 more minutes of work ate a piece of pizza and then returned to the bathroom and put down half of the remaining powder and snorted it. I have a tendency to take powder drugs way to quickly, I still didnt fell any major effects of the adderall so in another few minutes I was back to my old hiding spot in the bathroom ripping open the bag and scraping all the powder out of it and laying it out in one big line, took it, I now had 80mg in my system.
I figured this would be enough for the remainder of my 3.5 hour shift, all throughout the shift I was very content and a little bit shaky if I stood in one place for too long. My coordination was poor I dropped things on like ten different occasions. On the other hand I was very talkative and since I am new at my job it was pretty good because I was more friendly then I normally would be to a lot of my coworkers.
There were a couple times in the shift where I felt like my vision was a little bit different maybe glowing and a bit blurry as well, but it never lasted for long, but I could feel a drug influence for a great majority of my shift. I also became warm and nervous for short periods of time, Overall a pleasant day at work.
I got home and looked at the remaining 9 pills and called up my cousin and told her I would need her help with something.
I got my stuff for chopping out again and then poured out all the pills at once into two equal piles, and then put the odd pill in my pile.
I was so overjoyed to have such a task in front of me I happily started crushing and chopping, my cousin showed up an hour and a half later and I was almost done chopping all of it up. I get a great amount of satisfaction out of being a perfectionist with drug preparation and I was already a little fidgety so it was even easier.
Once I got done with all of it I cut it all into 6 sets of 2 lines. My cousin and I would both wait for the sniffles to reside and then take another set of lines; the entire process took about 20 minutes.
About half way through my cousin who had never done adderall or any ADD meds commented on how she could already feel the effects. I could feel the effects from the first line because it just seemed to add on to the other lines I had taken some 4 or 5 hours earlier.
I now had 180 mg in my system and I had a definite grin on my face, I felt great, warm in my chest and tingly on my face. My cousin had to leave shortly thereafter. I was burning with energy and I went upstairs to do the only thing I could since I couldnt leave the house go on the computer.
I sat down and that is when weird shit started to happen, the tingles on my face seemed to roll right off into my plane of vision and appear as a black dot and disappear just as fast. My leg was shaking and I was chatting with and IM program and every single time I filled the box full with textt, I had a lot of insight, and a lot to say.
I had big studio headphones but I could still hear the members of my household walking around. My energy seemed unlimited and my leg was shaking and my arms would do that every once and a while as well. I became too warm to wear my pull over and I threw it on the floor.
I remained on the computer till about 12:30 at night when the girlfriend got off and went downstairs to listen to some music and see if anybody would talk to me on the phone, or maybe I could sleep or something.
I threw myself across the couch and immediately realized sleep was impossibility. I had way more energy then I could have ever hoped for; I gave my cousin a text message to see how she was doing. Turns out she was in under the covers in her bed, but unable to sleep.
She called me on the telephone and we talked for some 30 minutes or so, I could feel a lot of warmth coming out of my body, my heart rate was off the wall. I could hear the clock across the room ticking; it bugged the hell out of me so I went over and removed the battery.
My cousin called me over and over again and we talked every time for a period of twenty or thirty minutes she had never really done an upper she was smaller than me and had never been on any such substance. Her mother wanted her in bed so she had to whisper into the receiver as to not be herd in her poorly insulated house.
The lamp in front of me would seem to have a section of it pulled out and then it would snap back in, I would see black dots swirl around the aura of light set off by the lamp.
I had an amazing cense of well being I was happy about everything, and I still had way too much energy. I came to accept the fact that I would not sleep this night.
My cousin hung up over and over again every time she thought she heard a noise that probably never existed in the first place. The good thing is that she said she was enjoying the experience, I was as well.
I was taken off guard by the fact that I was having visuals and every time I would move my eyes I would see little figures dancing in the corner of my eye. At times I would shake for periods of up to 3 minutes.
By 3 am in the morning I had lost some of the hyper aspect of the feeling but I still felt very happy and was having the same visuals as I was all night. I was mildly distressed because it was 4 am in the morning and I had school in a few hours.
At five the Visuals had intensified and the other effects had gone down significantly, I gave my cousin a text message and went to my room I cleaned some, I never do that, and I did it with a smile on my face.
Then I got to the computer where I had told my cousin to meet me on the MSN messenger, so I talked to her till about 6 in the morning. The shakes had come back and some of my body felt cold, wet, and numb mostly my lower leg. I felt very nervous and the visuals continued.
I started to look on erowid.com to see if I had taken too much or something, well, I dont know I just decided to write my own story, I did that from 6 till about 718 and that is right now, I can still feel it, I still have visuals and I still am numb and have no idea what is going on.
Break.. I thought this was the end of my story but it turned out to just be a dip in the high, its nine forty-seven at night, once I left the computer stuff got crazy.
I went downstairs to take a shower; I removed all my cloths and was shocked by my own naked appearance. My legs were entirely bruised up both kneecaps black, blue, and pink. My shins elbows and lower arms had the same appearance.
At first speechless then only able to muster cuss words, I called my cousin and told her to bring her point and shoot digital camera. Paranoia began to kick in, what was happening to me, did this have to do with the wet sensation in my lower leg, would it spread?
It took me till third hour to realize that the wet feeling was jus the drug effect and that the fact that I was pink was just my body falling apart with the amphetamines and all. I went by the time school was over I looked like a wreck, but the pink had predominantly subsided.
I went to work again its strange how you feel when you loose all perception of time whatsoever, I knew I had to sleep within the next few hours but I was perfectly fine the way I was. I the slim smile was still on my face I still wasnt yawning it started to bother me that I wasnt feeling like I was going to crash anytime soon.
I did a lot of thinking about what was going to happen, but mostly I just had like normal energy and normal feeling except all of my joints were cracking and popping, it was nasty as hell. I did a lot of thinking about how and why meth is so popular during this experience because its all about feeling perfect and not knowing so much that you are fucked up but living on a higher plane and thats why its such a problem.
I fell asleep at twelve and woke up at 9 school was canceled Yayaya!
In general felt normal all day except sore all over the place hung out with HoH a bit shit like that, every once and a while those black dots would come in again and make me think that I had gone scitzo for real, I went to bed and woke up the next day totally normal with a sore neck and thats where I am at now, cool cool
Keep em comin
Arkantis