One solution would be to get a job, even a crappy fast food place (some of you remember I used to work at Taco Bell before the US Army lol)
Ive owned almost every 90's system except gamecube, because their controllers ARE too small for me. I cannot play Soul Calibur on that controller, my fingers regularly hit the wrong buttons or more then one button. Of course there are games I wish I could play that are on gamecube, but Im not gonna be greedy Ill stick with the games I have.

Think of it this way, even the most dedicated reader in the world cannot read every good book. Same thing with video games espically since the late 90's and up, because the market has become soo large.