Yeah, I have never loved any girl in my life so I wouldn't date. I met this one girl who stole my heart and I risked so much to be with her. We were so happy and I practically lived with her. Things were fine no fights, well all the sudden she got extremely stressed and got scared and ended it out of no where. Now she is pushing me away and getting upset that I can't just back off. I still live with her practically till I get my move to Florida settled. I am going to miss her... I am hoping over time and stuff we can work things out.