I have the exact same problem pretty much. I have no motivation to do a damn thing. I never have been able to fix it but maybe you can turn around before its too late. I think D2 is what did this to me. It made me such a bad procrastinator and then I don't even bother to do it. I suggest you get someone to give you a swift kick in the balls before you lead down my dark path for the rest of your life.