I agree with you about the "not being satisfied with what I do" part, and I've had thoughts about what it would be like if I was the main character in a game of some kind. Once, I had a dream of everyone disappearing as soon as I looked away, and as I turn back to them, they have only made some kind of progress as a computer has pre-calculated their expected movement.

Although I might be insane, I hardly ever feel scared, weak or stressed over things. I know there are lots of possibilities in the world, but it's no longer an issue to me, as I know I will end up someplace sooner or later.

Oh, and I've never lost anyone close, I'm just good at imagining what most feelings are alike.

"Stephen Wolfram is the creator of Mathematica and is widely regarded as the most important innovator in scientific and technical computing today." - Stephen Wolfram