"I dont treasure my beliefs and I have no morals / ethics, so I will just SAY I believe in god, and if he does then I go to heaven yay! If he doesnt then no loss."
That's basically what you said Slaynish.
If there is one, I would rather burn in hell dying with what I believed in, than to be a phony to MYSELF all my life.
At least when I die I would die with some honor.

Maybe tonight we'll fly so far away... We'll be lost before the dawn...