Back from the Psych Hospital
 

Freedom at last! I was admitted last week for an attempted suicide but I'm back and glad to be posting again.

How's everyone doing? Did I miss anything? ^_^

Hey, man. Glad to see you came through it. A buddy of mine had a similar issue a couple of weeks ago. He dried out (alcohol problems) and got some psychiatric help. He's doing well now.

Regarding Zel, I have no idea if you missed anything. I haven't been around. Moving is time consuming.



Oh, and D3V, don't be a twit.

Sorry this is the Chat Forum, not the Life forum. And anyways, no you haven't missed anything, the boards have been sorta lacking lately, everyone's been busy it seems.

In which case, the thread subject matter merits a move.

Glad you're OK, Spector.

In this present case, glad to hear you're okay. I hope you are feeling well again, atleast. Anything you need to run by you can do it on here of course. And no, nothing missed really, been sorta boring the past week or so.

Welcome back, man! Suicide's a bitch, man. Glad to hear you're alright!

I was afraid that we would miss our upcoming conversation.

Hi Spector, we were wondering where you went.

I apologize, I was just excited to come back and post on good 'ole Zelaron.

@Chruser - What might this upcoming conversation consist of?

Gonna go out on a limb here and ask a serious question: Why?

...things.

Well, I have been on probation for a 1.5 years and was supposed to get off on may 18th. I then received a letter in the mail stating I had a bench warrant out for my arrested because I had not attended my counseling as directed by the court. The thing was, I had been attending them, but I had missed one session because I was sick that day. I called my counselor several days later to reschedule the appointment, but within those days, my probation officer had called my counselor and asked if I had been attending or not. He then told her that I skipped my last session and hadn't heard from me since.

Being slightly upset over this, I had also ran out of my anti-depressants and my anxiety medicine so I was on the edge already. I was also trying to dry myself out from drugs and hadn't slept in three days. When I finally did sleep, my girlfriend decided to come visit me and got pissed that I was sleeping and not giving her attention.

My cunt of a sister also kept making shitty remarks to my girlfriend and I so the stress load was stacking up higher and higher. Then to top it off, I attempted to lay back down to try and sleep and once again my girlfriend got pissed and left. So we ended up breaking up and I was sick of it all..

I didn't want my probation to be extended for being sick, I didn't want to go back to jail, my sister was being a complete fucking bitch to my girlfriend, (well, now ex-girlfriend) and I had no anti-depressants, no anxiety medicine, I hadn't slept and then my relationship was ended just short of our 1 year anniversary.

So I just said fuck it.

I will look forward to this confabulation.

Lay off the lsd. When my friends friend did it once she was caught by police 'swimming' naked in a sand trap. She got committed too.

Welcome back.

Toning down your drug usage and sleeping in normal patterns will solve all of your problems.

What I was thinking.

About the girlfriend -- sounds like she was very immature. You don't need a girlfriend who will let you do drugs anyways. You need someone who actually cares about you :). You're a smart guy and can have a good future if you don't kill yourself with the present bullshit.

Just the same, though, I don't think he should have a girlfriend that WONT let him do drugs, either.

However, your girlfriend was a bitch, mate. IMO, good to be rid of her. You hadn't slept for 3 days and she was being a bitch because you were trying to actually get some sleep rather than give her attention? Good riddance, IMO.

Hope you're doing better.

Sitting by and letting your loved one harm oneself without putting your foot down is negligent. I wouldn't sit by and watch my loved one cut herself or some shit, so why would I let her burn holes in her brain with idiotic habits, or develop her own nice little psychosis? To each his own, I suppose, but I don't see how anyone can sit back and watch their loved ones do that without doing their best to stop them.

$100 says she's doing drugs with him.