Zelaron Gaming Forum - What Ever Happened To... Skurai?

Hello, King_Amazon at least, Wetwired, Spector, I think I remember Demosthenes, I see Wallow, where's Lenny anduhhhhhh JAck? Whatever. I'm not sure when the last time I posted on here was, but I'm going to just start semi-fresh. A starting point of my choice, without completely ignoring that I've been here before.

So I'll start with me leaving all forms of religiousness. I am no longer religious, spiritual, superstitious, or even agnostic. I can say that a major part of breaking the programming from my upbringing in a religious cult did start here. The particular debate doesn't come to mind, but it was hard to ignore that if a God existed, it was either unwilling, unable, and you know the rest of that line of thought, not a god. It took a long, extended journey through a couple other types of spiritual thought, but eventually I realized they were essentially all the same, and nothing more than one of the oldest grifts on Earth. I have a slight obsession with "disproving" the biblical texts, Mesopotamian religion is a fun "wait, it's in front of us?" compendium.

I came out as transgender sometime in 2014, and haven't been called "sir" in about 6 years. All I can ask, as a minimum, is for that to be acknowledge. "Miss", "ma'am". I am lucky to have access to hormones, and lucky that I "pass". I became politically active in 2015~ when that election went (deep) south. I work at a gothic bakery, I'd share but I'm not out to doxx myself.

I went to a community college for theater, literature, American and Roman history, drawing, filming, sociology and psychology, and computer programming. I ran out of fuckoff money before I got any degree, but I learned plenty about how to think more critically.

In 2019, I was diagnosed with Dissociate Identity Disorder. And so was I.

My interests not eluded to above include the kind of shit you'd get in your youtube video essays playlist, unfiction, lost media, macromastia, RP, and more. I like to give ideas, but work alone. I like to attempt to innovate once I feel I understand the something in-depth.

I was forced to live with an abusive couple from 2019-2022, but recently got away with my new partner. I am fairly sure I am damage too severely from an improper upbringing to maintain a standard lifestyle. I am hoping to get disability for my mental illness soon.