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Acid does damage to your brain...
Shrooms aren't really that bad and they don't damage your body at all. The taste makes up for it, though. |
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LSD has hardly any permanent negative effects on infrequent users. People who use it regularly are a different story. |
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Its a fact that acid and X stay in youre spinal fluid almost youre whole life after you take em, Like its and estamated 40 - 55 years before you completely recycle youre spinal fluid, hence a flashback. Errrr.. sorry for being so MUCH but I like just got done snorting the last of my share of 180 mg of aderol |
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Which I watched him grind up for a long time...
Feeling pretty good around now? |
Yea.. I really am.. the thing with acid is that its just downright bad for youre brain the actuall chemical release in most cases is caused by the swelling of the rear part of youre brain and it sticks to the wall of youre skull.. It happens very slowly if you take it orally, but if you have acid put in 2 big droppers and dropped into each of youre eyes then you will feel it happen and its an awful feeling its like somebody almost punching youre brain, but youre head dosent wanna move.
Its weird to have a halucigin hit you really fast, the common ones take time, but if you take cid in the eye (what is the word for that?) its like the span of time of the effects of cocaine take to kick in,. If you wanna peak out in like 3 munites you should try DMT, you can actully feel it kick down youre spine when you smoke it, I dont remember any of that, except being very fucked up for about and hour and a half, but I stuck it there for a good 3 hits, ohh its hard to hold the pipe when you are shaking and I had never used a free base pipe before that. God I never tweak. ahh nevermind. I dont know about the whole idea of acid as expanshion of mind, beacuse I come out changed every time, but sometimes I wonder if the change was right. I regret a few of the bigger trips, when I took way too much X in one week, it entirely turned me into a giggleshit person who was constantly overstimulated and Etarded, that slowly went away, and I am less overstimulated and maybe a lill less Etarded. Ohh yea, for anybody who doest know what and Etard is its: a person who has taken way to much X in either a short perioid of time or just taken way too much over a span of time and dosent do a good job of showing emotion beacuse they react to most things in the same way. What did yall listen to the first time smoking weed, it was ween for me, they have a crazy web site. mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm HoH is really a good guy you know, he has his shit together. Beck is the shit. What causes cottonmouth? Really that shit is weird, its the worst when you can hear it. Bleg, I want a ciggerette. I dont wanna go to school tomorrow, that is really gonna suck, I am gonna be all tired and shit, I cant stop thinking about it. Dont you hate mean people? Once I was standing with a friend on the railing outside the movie theater and some guy walked by and had all this writing on his arm and I glanced at it like for no more than a second but maybe he expected it or something becuse he was all like "What the fuck are you staring at?" This just made me and my friend stare more and he stood there and repeated that sentence for like 4 munites and just got louder and louder then he left that guy was mean, but I think I led him on a lil. Dosent it seem like when you snort anything that it brings back every snorting memory ever, ugg strange. It just kicked up all these memorys of my friends at the grocery store who would always have powderd painkillers and they would lay em out for me in the bathroom and call me to isle 14 and I would take it.. Mmm sweet. I wonder if snorting things is considerd self mutilation beacuse the idea is to put cuts in the upper of youre nose and then the whatever enters directly into the bloodstream. It sucks to think about that happening when you are snorting something beacuse its like weird to think about actully hurting the inside of youre body. What makes the sniffles.. how much of the powder ends up in youre stomach? hmm Is there really fiberglass in captin crunch? I doubt it that has to be illegal, its in chewing tobacco thow, wouldnt it be awfully strange if you had to be 18 to eat cerial. Can you vaporize aderol? Or do anything other than thake orally or throug the nose. I wonder if you could shove it up ur butt, that works with alcahol. Oh chek it out I got these baggy ass pants and it ripped almost up to the knee like 3 inches below and I am gonna rip the other side up to the same level and then take this banner I got from a department store and sew it into bellbottoms wide ass ones but the bannner has progressively larger growing stars. Wah. You know that guy in zelda 64 running through the feild with the bunny ears whats with him. Everything to do with him in every game blows ass, somebody should shoot whoever designed him. Did prez bush really do coke alot before he got in office and maybe still in office, I hear that every once and a while and I read his quote about his "lost days in mexico" he said " that not all of his actions should put him as an example for the young people of america" thats gay he is the fucking prez he should have his game straight. Sometimes when I tweak I feel like there are these little balls rolling on my face and that they just roll off sometimes and mosey across my plane of vision. I want to sleep, grr, my heart has to slow down, concentrate. FUCK. some may say this might be youre last farewell ride, some may say this might be youre last farewell ride I dont see the face of kindness, I dont here the mission wheels, I dont smell the morning roses, all i see is all i see is 2 eyed horses a light 2 eyed horses and a light 2 eyed horses and alight.. I cant keep up anymore. Thats Farewell ride by beck, check it out, it kicks alot of ass. I wanna write a story but, I keep getting distracted, Has anybody ever seen liquid speed in balls like those cool burst things that HO on tv promoted or whatever.. How does that work, what is that coating made out of anyways, I mean liquid speed cool. I really shouldnt do uppers beacuse I dont have a family with good hearts, but when you are all upped you never wanna come down. Do you ever think that energy drinks are just becoming like progressively more like speed like and upper drink, its a good idea for those who dont like alcahol. I cant wait for an age restriced upper drink, I wanna drink it underage. haha. I think that its gay that they perscribe this shit for add when it is so unbelieveably close in chemical compistion to meth, but its just less of the chemicals you dont need, no farm shit ya know. Who knew that, that its like almost the mild effects of meth witch is just cheaply made synthetic cocaine. Once 2 of my friends snorted crack cocaine, thats gay why would you snort that, they go through another step to process it and make it smokeable, but we didnt have a freebase pipe so ya know, snort on and take the burn, do you get more out of crack of cocaine? Who knows? My friend went to jail in washington for a nite and met a guy who got caught making meth with a bucket and a hose, weird huh, thats not much. Once there was a report that a guy had a mobile meth lab in the bed of his truck, turned out the cop was retarded and it was a bottle of kerosene. I know of a person who had a meth lab in the trunk of his car. What if you got pulled over that would suck. Ever wonder what it would be like to listen to somebody elses thoughts while they were talking to you would be like, it would be way to insightfull and crazy in my opinion. Plus it would be like that movie "the cell" with anjelina jolie and that movie sucked, so I am guessing that it wouldnt be that great. Why the hell would you go in some little kids mind, go into like steven hawkings mind, I wanna know if that guy ever thinks about sex, is he a virgin, it must suck to be a wheelchair person celeberty nerd figure. I would hate being a celeverty everybody all up in my buisness beacuse my name is what my name is and they care for some reason, maybe its my hot ass. I sure the fuck hope my parents dont get up they would flip a tit and I would have to make up some lame excuse and I hate doing that beacuse they always believe it and I hate the idea of being breed by such dumbasses. Honestly, it sucks to think about. I think thats why people feel bad about lieing to parents beacuse its a reflection of how stupid they themselves are, but Idont think mydad is my dad its gotta be the fed ex man check out those shorts, playa. That would be a cool job to just run around and ask people for their signature, ha ha. I wanna try to go to sleep and evade the parental unit, sorry, I think ive been ranting. Peace out Arkantis |
Your post caused more damage to my brain than the acid did...
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I am sorry I was on drugs. I read that, and its pretty much what I was thinking, so its almost as good as a story, much more informative as for what an experence is.
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Maybe this whole thing would be comical if I had calmed down or something but I still am not tired and I havent slept in one and a half days, my legs turned pink, Ill post pictures if necessary, I have bruises.
My eyes continue to play tricks on me, I want to sleep. Well thats what happens when you snort 180 mg of adderoll. |
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Ok.. I will try to get them ASAP.. I have to contact a friend from school and then when she sends em I will post em, If I can figure out how.
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Hah, that is funny.. the last one seemed staged tho.
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Here are the requested pictures. These fucking terrify me, I have never looked so terrible, or felt so much like my body was falling apart at every joint. Well enjoy the terror and see if you can spot HOH's cameo appearence. There was not alot of light on the bus but you can see how much I look like the walking dead if you look closely, something is definately up.
http://i34.photobucket.com/albums/d1...antis/leg2.jpg http://i34.photobucket.com/albums/d1...antis/leg1.jpg V can you spy HOH?V [IMG]http://i34.photobucket.com/albums/d1...antis/arms.jpg V This is the most miserable picture in the world. V http://i34.photobucket.com/albums/d1...ntis/yeesh.jpg[/IMG] |
Damn. Fuck that synthetic shit man.
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I know, I have never seen such a odvious sudden physical change. That was crazy. I am writing about it, but the thing is that it was soo long that it is hard to keep track of what happend and when.
The crazyness. |
and here it is in all completeion and boringness
Adderall I found out that I was getting some adderall for free from a significant other and I was actually rather excited. It had been a while since I had done any uppers, and I was hyped for it. Plus the excitement, I had never done this exact drug, I had done other add uppers but never would of expected what I got. I got the bottle on the way out of school and it had 13 20mg pills in it, by the time I got home my excitement had grown to a great level. I retreated to my bedroom and began my favorite part of any powder drug, preparation. The little spheres that come in the pill casing cannot be insufflated, I have a friend who did that and successfully wasted 5 20mg pills for no effect. I get out my drivers license, a spoon, and a razor blade. I proceeded to carefully take the outer layer of the pill off and then split the pile of spheres in 2 piles. I took the first pile of spheres and placed it under the drivers license and in the centre and held the plastic card down while I pushed the spoon against it as hard as possible and ran it back and forth. I did this till there were no visible spheres left. I took the other half of the pill and did the same thing. Now there were 2 piles of slightly clumpy powder and pushed it together with the razor blade and scraped any powder off the license. Now this is my favorite part, I chopped the pile of powder over and over again with the razor blade until it was a very fine powder doing all these steps for each pill usually takes me like 5-7 minutes per pill, but could be done sloppily in as little as 3. After I chopped up 4 pills or 80mg I took about ¼ of the powder and separated it into two lines rolled up a dollar bill and put both the lines up my nose, I threw down small lines because I had done other ADD drugs but never adderall because I dont like the shady people who sell it, I was afraid of some nasty burn or some awful immediate side effect. I was pleasantly surprised with nothing out of the ordinary for snorting stuff just a runny nose. I took the other line I now had about 20mg in my system. I got my coat on and went out to the car to go to work, I got to work and went straight to the bathroom where I poured another quarter or so of the powdered substance on the top of the toilet paper dispenser, chopped it a little more and insufflated it all in one big line. I was beginning to feel out of the ordinary, I had a little bit more energy than normally but nothing that was significant enough to call a drug experience. I did about 5 more minutes of work ate a piece of pizza and then returned to the bathroom and put down half of the remaining powder and snorted it. I have a tendency to take powder drugs way to quickly, I still didnt fell any major effects of the adderall so in another few minutes I was back to my old hiding spot in the bathroom ripping open the bag and scraping all the powder out of it and laying it out in one big line, took it, I now had 80mg in my system. I figured this would be enough for the remainder of my 3.5 hour shift, all throughout the shift I was very content and a little bit shaky if I stood in one place for too long. My coordination was poor I dropped things on like ten different occasions. On the other hand I was very talkative and since I am new at my job it was pretty good because I was more friendly then I normally would be to a lot of my coworkers. There were a couple times in the shift where I felt like my vision was a little bit different maybe glowing and a bit blurry as well, but it never lasted for long, but I could feel a drug influence for a great majority of my shift. I also became warm and nervous for short periods of time, Overall a pleasant day at work. I got home and looked at the remaining 9 pills and called up my cousin and told her I would need her help with something. I got my stuff for chopping out again and then poured out all the pills at once into two equal piles, and then put the odd pill in my pile. I was so overjoyed to have such a task in front of me I happily started crushing and chopping, my cousin showed up an hour and a half later and I was almost done chopping all of it up. I get a great amount of satisfaction out of being a perfectionist with drug preparation and I was already a little fidgety so it was even easier. Once I got done with all of it I cut it all into 6 sets of 2 lines. My cousin and I would both wait for the sniffles to reside and then take another set of lines; the entire process took about 20 minutes. About half way through my cousin who had never done adderall or any ADD meds commented on how she could already feel the effects. I could feel the effects from the first line because it just seemed to add on to the other lines I had taken some 4 or 5 hours earlier. I now had 180 mg in my system and I had a definite grin on my face, I felt great, warm in my chest and tingly on my face. My cousin had to leave shortly thereafter. I was burning with energy and I went upstairs to do the only thing I could since I couldnt leave the house go on the computer. I sat down and that is when weird shit started to happen, the tingles on my face seemed to roll right off into my plane of vision and appear as a black dot and disappear just as fast. My leg was shaking and I was chatting with and IM program and every single time I filled the box full with textt, I had a lot of insight, and a lot to say. I had big studio headphones but I could still hear the members of my household walking around. My energy seemed unlimited and my leg was shaking and my arms would do that every once and a while as well. I became too warm to wear my pull over and I threw it on the floor. I remained on the computer till about 12:30 at night when the girlfriend got off and went downstairs to listen to some music and see if anybody would talk to me on the phone, or maybe I could sleep or something. I threw myself across the couch and immediately realized sleep was impossibility. I had way more energy then I could have ever hoped for; I gave my cousin a text message to see how she was doing. Turns out she was in under the covers in her bed, but unable to sleep. She called me on the telephone and we talked for some 30 minutes or so, I could feel a lot of warmth coming out of my body, my heart rate was off the wall. I could hear the clock across the room ticking; it bugged the hell out of me so I went over and removed the battery. My cousin called me over and over again and we talked every time for a period of twenty or thirty minutes she had never really done an upper she was smaller than me and had never been on any such substance. Her mother wanted her in bed so she had to whisper into the receiver as to not be herd in her poorly insulated house. The lamp in front of me would seem to have a section of it pulled out and then it would snap back in, I would see black dots swirl around the aura of light set off by the lamp. I had an amazing cense of well being I was happy about everything, and I still had way too much energy. I came to accept the fact that I would not sleep this night. My cousin hung up over and over again every time she thought she heard a noise that probably never existed in the first place. The good thing is that she said she was enjoying the experience, I was as well. I was taken off guard by the fact that I was having visuals and every time I would move my eyes I would see little figures dancing in the corner of my eye. At times I would shake for periods of up to 3 minutes. By 3 am in the morning I had lost some of the hyper aspect of the feeling but I still felt very happy and was having the same visuals as I was all night. I was mildly distressed because it was 4 am in the morning and I had school in a few hours. At five the Visuals had intensified and the other effects had gone down significantly, I gave my cousin a text message and went to my room I cleaned some, I never do that, and I did it with a smile on my face. Then I got to the computer where I had told my cousin to meet me on the MSN messenger, so I talked to her till about 6 in the morning. The shakes had come back and some of my body felt cold, wet, and numb mostly my lower leg. I felt very nervous and the visuals continued. I started to look on erowid.com to see if I had taken too much or something, well, I dont know I just decided to write my own story, I did that from 6 till about 718 and that is right now, I can still feel it, I still have visuals and I still am numb and have no idea what is going on. Break.. I thought this was the end of my story but it turned out to just be a dip in the high, its nine forty-seven at night, once I left the computer stuff got crazy. I went downstairs to take a shower; I removed all my cloths and was shocked by my own naked appearance. My legs were entirely bruised up both kneecaps black, blue, and pink. My shins elbows and lower arms had the same appearance. At first speechless then only able to muster cuss words, I called my cousin and told her to bring her point and shoot digital camera. Paranoia began to kick in, what was happening to me, did this have to do with the wet sensation in my lower leg, would it spread? It took me till third hour to realize that the wet feeling was jus the drug effect and that the fact that I was pink was just my body falling apart with the amphetamines and all. I went by the time school was over I looked like a wreck, but the pink had predominantly subsided. I went to work again its strange how you feel when you loose all perception of time whatsoever, I knew I had to sleep within the next few hours but I was perfectly fine the way I was. I the slim smile was still on my face I still wasnt yawning it started to bother me that I wasnt feeling like I was going to crash anytime soon. I did a lot of thinking about what was going to happen, but mostly I just had like normal energy and normal feeling except all of my joints were cracking and popping, it was nasty as hell. I did a lot of thinking about how and why meth is so popular during this experience because its all about feeling perfect and not knowing so much that you are fucked up but living on a higher plane and thats why its such a problem. I fell asleep at twelve and woke up at 9 school was canceled Yayaya! In general felt normal all day except sore all over the place hung out with HoH a bit shit like that, every once and a while those black dots would come in again and make me think that I had gone scitzo for real, I went to bed and woke up the next day totally normal with a sore neck and thats where I am at now, cool cool Keep em comin Arkantis |
Do you think your a substance addict?
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Hmm, thats a weird question, I usually just smoke pot and then every once and a while do something really out there. I dont know.. I have quit before but dont feel like it being that I am in highschool and am usually bored.
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You've backed off considerably though.
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Just wondering if you know it was recreational and you had control or if you were you know, addicted to the euphoria feelings
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well I dont have a problem with being sober my I get fucked up with people who get fucked up and I dont with those who dont.. Like HOH dosent always wanna get high so we just chill and I have fun anyways.
I dont need drugs, I am just surrounded by them, I never take a drug to get away from reality but they have changed the way that I veiw reality. They are a big part of my life but in the summer I work in a christian summer camp and dont do them there so I guess that I do quit for a part of the year. |
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Teehee.
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Jajajaja! Go Grav!
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Tonite is a good night.
I call it, 'studying'! |
Am I the only one that sees the irony in this thread topic?
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Yes, now get the fuck out.
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No. Puppet.
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Please stop spamming a decent General Convo. thread. If you don't have anything to say about the topic at hand, keep your trap shut.
I met up with a friend that I hadn't seen since graduation recently to smoke. Well I'm driving and payin attention to the road and he's rolling a joint. He gets done about 5 mins later and shows the joint to me. It's fucking huge. It was a spliff that he put an 8th in. Good times. |
How about no? What are you gonna do about it, puppet?
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Is it just me or does it seem like Wal-Marts tend to attract stoners. I know I like to roll around wal mart when I'm baked... but it's wierd when you work there and half the people you see are so obviously high. Either that or they just plain reek of weed.
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They really do. I don't know why, either.
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Where is Arkantis!? I want more drug storys.
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He's in a permanent drug-induced dazed. He forgot what Zelaron was.
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I could think of worse ways to go.
Hey have you heard about this new drug. I say it briefly on the news the other night. It comes from South Africa or something. Looks similar to pot. They say it's cheaper than pot too but its effects are more similar to cocaine. I've been looking for any info online but can't find any. Hmmm. This might be it. Doesn't seem to be new, but it is a buzz word the media likes to use. http://www.erowid.org/plants/khat/ |
Arkantis has been drug free for over a year and three months.
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Wow. Good stuff. What else is he up too?
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Going to college, working, and hanging out with his girlfriend. Why, I think I might even drink with him again this weekend. Good times.
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Hmm.. there isn't much information about it on that site. I doubt it hits our streets, though.
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