I just saw it 2 nights ago, I can't name any movies that are funnier than Pineapple Express.

Dude... that movies was HILARIOUS. I was literally laughing the entire time.

I'll definitely be seeing it again.

I saw Pinapple Express last night... but I don't remember any of it.

6 bars of xanax, 4mgs klonopin, 40mgs oxycontin and smoked a couple joints.

Oh well, atleast I was in a great state of euphoria and got a very good nights sleep.

6 xanax bars... holy shit.


you have problems, dude.

I'm about to stage an intervention for one of my friends, sounds like you need one too.

Alot of my friends have mentioned that actually.

6 wasn't too bad, when I got the 14 on Friday, I took 9.

I wasn't exactly awake for the rest of work, nor am I sure how I got home, but it was enjoyable none the less.

Than they need to do it already. Quit talking about it and actually do it. Seriously, you need to do something Spector.

Me and another friend went to my buddy's parents last night and talked to them about their son. They're down to get him some help.. all it takes is a little action.

9 xanax bars? How the fuck are you still alive? That would put me in a coma.. 9 is WAY too fucking much dude. I know somebody who is a 'bartard' and the most she's taken was 5 at a time.. 9 dude... no fuckin way.

How can it be enjoyable when you don't remember anything?

-Spector-'s tolerances are through the roof, so his body chemistry is slightly altered imo. Not mutated, but his body is becoming friends with the drugs.

Anyways, you do need some help man. I mean, I've smoked pot at work, but never done painkillers and anti-depressants along with it. If you don't remember how you got home, you really need help. I remember when you posted about being in the car accident. Should've put up a red flag for you.

Thanatos I'm not lying when I post in here, seriously. My worst addiction is Benzodiazepines, and Xanax falls under that category. People like to call me "Benzo-Bob" and say the same stuff you do like, "You should seriously be dead after taking all of those dude."

I can't take 2 or 3 milligrams, I won't even get a buzz.
I'll try to describe what it's like when I'm really craving them:

You get into a fight with the girl that you really love. The next day she doesn't call you, and you don't call her to try and prove a pointless point to show that you won't break and that she'll call first. The day drones on slowly as you keep anxiously eyeing the clock. You begin to feel a sensation of emptiness and anxiety in your chest, right below your sternum. As the day gets later, the feeling intensifies until you feel like there's a gaping hole in your chest and you just want to SCREAM.

Your world feels like it’s going to be ripped apart, mashed into transcendental primordial soup filled with tears and frustration. You want to be back in your bed, under the covers in the fetal position.

Suddenly the phone rings, a ray of light! All your emotions of anxiety and disappointment have bottled-necked, ready to explode. You reach for the phone, praying to god that it’s her, as you hear the bittersweet voice of a telemarketer.



………………..



Emptiness, loneliness and depression engulf your soul. Now to start the journey over, waiting for that next call.

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That's a preview of what it feels like.. I don't have the necessary vocabulary to describe the overwhelming agony, It's pretty fucked up though.

That's actually a pretty damn good description of what addiction is like. I don't think I've ever seen it described so well.

I don't mean to sound thick but can someone explain what these things are?

6 bars of xanax, 4mgs klonopin, 40mgs oxycontin

Are they a prescribed drugs from a doctor or can you buy them over the counter at a shop?

Spector how did you come to get addicted to them? Was it a gradual thing where you start to take more and more or was it just that one day when you didn't have any you suddenly felt the way you just described?

I'm not a druggie but I know at least oxycontin is a very strong painkiller that they perscribe for a number of serious ailments, cancer being one.

Xanax - A prescription drug that is used for Anxiety and Panic Attacks.

Klonopin - Also a prescription drug that is used for anxiety and panic attacks, but not as strong as Xanax

Oxycontin - Narcotic pain reliever.


By the way, they call Xanax "bars" because some of the companies that produce Xanax, shape the pills as rectangular 'bars.' A bar is 1 milligram of Xanax, a double bar is a pill that contains 2 milligrams of Xanax.

Here's a picture:

http://walgreens.com/images/drug/0100009009401.jpg

Xanax + Muscle Relaxers.

Thats off that wall -Spector-.

FINALLY MORE XANAX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! FUCK YES!!!!!!!!

Ugh, I've been feining for too long.

2x .5mg Xanax

3x 1mg Xanax

Aka 2 double bars. ^_^ With one to spare...... maybe


:Edit: Ok yeah I lied... taking the last bar.

This seriously needs to give me a buzz or I'm going to be uber pissed.

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr rrrrrr!!!!!

4x 350mg soma on top of it then.

8 Milwaukee's Best Ice. 6.0% beer, haven't drank in awhile, and over 2 and 1 half hours. Fun stuff.

Just bought an ounce of some gooooooood herb last night.. a good way to end the last two weeks in my apartment.

2 grams of alright herb.

Alize and Vicodin.

Are you a female?

Why would drinking Alize imply me being female? I drink a bottle of it, eat two pills, and I feel good and don't get a hangover at all. I like it better than Hypnotiq, and I'm pretty sure my buddy Andy's getting some Hennessy to go along with it.

1 double bar xanax

20 mgs adderall

1/2 mg Klonopin.

12x .5 mg Klonopin

The weed train has come to an end.

I took a 20mg Adderall XR and a 10mg Adderall ~1 hour ago because I'm crazy like that.

And then I was all like "FUCK SLEEP!"

My best friend here is picking up a couple of ounces of shrooms, so I get to watch some of my friends trip. Also, a classmate picked up some Bubba Kush, which you can smell all the way across the room.

You aren't going to partake in the consumption of fungus?!

BLASPHEMY!!!


Been sober for, 11 days. :(

lulz, I'm taking a week off from my adderall if it makes you feel any better.

I would too, amphetamine binges make you feel like SHIT.

No appetite
No sleep
Upset Stomach
Headache
Nausea
twitchy
Dry mouth


yucky.

I haven't binged :P

Not to mention, all of the negative things have pretty much gone away since I started taking magnesium.

I forgot about that, so it's working well I take it? Any tolerance reduction?

Not reduction per se, but I've been taking adderall along with it. It definitely slowed things down, and took away a lot of the bad effects of the adderall, like the headaches and insomnia. With this week off, I should notice a lot of decrease in my tolerance, and hopefully keep it low by continuing to take the magnesium.

FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK KKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

My Benzo addiction is kicking my ASS.

FUCK

But I have none available.... I'm going to cry. :'(

My friend just got a half pound of mushrooms...

Time to find a ride to Kzoo and get an O :D

I haven't smoked weed in 3 days. Moved back in with the 'rents, so I doubt I'll pick it up again. Maybe here and there at a party but I'm not buying anymore weed for a long time. Go me?

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Congratulations

Drinkin Alize, smoking a big cigar, and takin some percocet. Woot woot.


Spector, I'm getting boomers too!

Eh, don't get too excited. I've said I'm quitting numerous times before. I'm definitely slowing it down, though.