Chatbox log - 2009-11-15 - Zelaron Gaming Forum

[00:28] Skurai: I haven't eaten in nearly two days... yet I still live... so why do we eat everyday? Why not once a week, or when it is most rational....?

[00:29] Mdselctr: you can survive on nuts and grains

[00:29] Mdselctr: ... like the past four years

[00:29] Skurai: Hn...?

[00:29] Skurai: Do you only eat nuts and grains...?

[00:29] Mdselctr: of course, every now and again a real meal comes along...

[00:31] Skurai: Mmmm... I'm sorry to hear that... for me, the priestess cooks all the time. She has people come over and such. She says "let all eat when they need too, for the Goddess gives us the foods she wants us to have."

[00:31] Skurai: I figured: If I don't eat a few days, maybe that food will go to someone else.

[00:31] Mdselctr: yes...

[00:32] Mdselctr: eventually it will be possible to blow up the entire city

[00:32] Mdselctr: but this is far in the future

[00:32] Skurai: Hn...?

[00:32] Mdselctr: to stop it all.

[00:33] Mdselctr: put an end to exploitation and suffering

[00:33] Skurai: But in the end, won't that just make you an enemy to the world?

[00:34] Skurai: You may not see yourself that way, but many others will.

[00:34] Mdselctr: which is why their propensity should be destroyed sooner rather than later

[00:35] Mdselctr: :barf:

[00:36] Skurai: Maybe so. But in the end, you cannot kill everyone. You are mortal, like any other. You die, like any other. And you make mistakes like any other. Surely, you will miss at least one. Then the world rebuilds the same way as before.

[00:36] Skurai: Eh?? Md-chan, are you ok!?

[00:36] Skurai: Well.. obviously not, but... I mean... are you sick...? Or just thinking too much?

[00:36] Mdselctr: there are others who see things the same way

[00:37] Skurai: I know.

[00:37] Skurai: I would be lying to say I do not. But I will accept that it is impossible.

[00:39] Skurai: Then again... even if it is.... it would be fun to make history... shall we do it together? Mhmhmhm...

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[00:41] Mdselctr: argh, stomach ache from stress

[00:41] Skurai: MMm... you should stop thinking so much.

[00:42] Mdselctr: that's the thing

[00:42] Mdselctr: it never ends

[00:42] Skurai: Hnn...?

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[00:44] Skurai: It's funny how a man can live life, not believing in anything, when clearly they are obviously as different as myself and the priestess... Mhmhmh...

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[00:44] Skurai: Though, if they began to believe, it's possible they would lose all that makes them different... why? Why do you hold on to your own identity so willfully...?

[00:46] Mdselctr: it is not merely enough to believe

[00:46] Mdselctr: first of all, there's nothing to believe in

[00:46] Skurai: ...eh?

[00:47] Mdselctr: because chaos is ubiquitous as any belief system

[00:47] Skurai: Is that so?

[00:47] Skurai: That what is the chaos running through you very mind and body as we speak?

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[00:49] Mdselctr: believing in the sense that you're using it means more 'subscribe'

[00:49] Skurai: Hn? No.

[00:50] Skurai: It's more 'I've seen it myself', to me.

[00:50] Skurai: In the end, only a handful of people are 100% correct...

[00:51] Skurai: So, how about this...? If I'm right... I'll make sure you get in. Ok?

[00:51] Skurai: Now, let's stop. We don't want to insult eachother, so it's best to stop.

[00:51] Mdselctr: the same people who punish you and tell others to ignore you?

[00:52] Skurai: Who?

[00:52] Mdselctr: this group you identify with

[00:53] Skurai: I have no idea what you mean. I go to a church, and we listen to a sermon. Nothing to do with punishment or ignoring...

[00:54] Mdselctr: but what if you didn't?

[00:54] Mdselctr: you standards can't be so low you actually believe in god

[00:54] Mdselctr: that's just absurd

[00:55] Skurai: I do.

[00:55] Skurai: I disagree.

[00:55] Mdselctr: of course you do, any believer disagrees

[00:55] Mdselctr: it makes them feel powerful

[00:55] Skurai: And...?

[00:56] Skurai: Does it make you feel powerful when you disagree?

[00:56] Mdselctr: religion feeds this savage snobbery

[00:56] Mdselctr: it is more of a feeling of sadness and anger

[00:56] Mdselctr: conflated

[00:57] Skurai: And you think I do not feel that?

[00:57] Skurai: When I think of others speaking words against what I believe, I do not disagree to feel powerful... I disagree because I feel like I want to cry.

[00:57] Mdselctr: to think that religious people actually have feelings is disturbing

[00:58] Skurai: ...

[00:58] Skurai: *!

[00:58] Skurai: To think that someone so small can talk so big is discusting.

[00:59] Mdselctr: exactly

[00:59] Skurai: Hn.

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[01:00] Skurai: Unlike you... I've experienced both sides of this arguement... I know for sure that this is the right one.

[01:01] Skurai: And... no matter how you speak... no matter if God himself hates you... I will pray will my soul you make it in... so that I may prove to you.

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[01:09] Wed-G: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ByUhxecNnAU

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[01:19] Skurai: (The second will should say *with all*, sorry.)

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[09:28] !King_Amazon!: The truth hurts Skurai

[09:28] !King_Amazon!: Fortunately for you, nobody knows the truth

[09:29] !King_Amazon!: Especially your Bible.

[09:29] !King_Amazon!: Now stfu kid

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[10:03] Lenny: Skurai is religious? Dayum - I never saw that one coming.

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[10:18] !King_Amazon!: He's re-something

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[11:25] Jessifer: lulz.

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[12:22] Grav: The word you're looking for is "brainwashed"

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[13:40] timmay1113: I see yall have added some new toys since I was last here ages ago lol

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[15:29] Mdselctr: Do you refer to people as toys? }; o

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[15:51] !King_Amazon!: lol

[15:51] !King_Amazon!: Mdselctr, how are you

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[15:59] timmay1113: Na people would be tools, not toys :)

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[17:26] quikspy67: KA

[17:26] quikspy67: your mom

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[17:56] Skurai: Truth... truth?

[17:56] Skurai: Ahaha...

[17:56] Skurai: Truth. Such a gross word...

[17:57] Skurai: I wonder... what is the origin of truth?

[17:57] Skurai: My name's origin - my real name - is "The Great one, worthy of much praise"... and yet, I am neither great or worthy of anything...

[17:58] Skurai: Thus.... Truth - in it's own sense... has no meaning. Everything is the truth. And so is nothing.

[17:58] Skurai: But then... what is nothing...?

[17:59] Skurai: Obviously. I am nothing. My thoughts are nothing, and I am nothing. My words are nothing... is everything nothing? Or is Nothing everything?

[18:00] Skurai: Truth... is an unworthy word. The real word I am looking for... the word we all seek... is "death". Death has stolen the meaning of truth... thus... I will now halt looking for truth. I will... find death.

[18:02] Skurai: A monk died fasting... and he is now know as a great saint... but what is he in heaven? I know what he is. A diet inventor. I shall follow his diet - a diet into heaven. A diet... to Death.

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[18:23] Lenny: It started with promise, but I lost you at about "I am nothing". Sorry.

[18:25] Skurai: And how do you expect to keep up? You are not me? I am not you. As I said. I am nothing. You, on the otherhand, are everything. Opposites. We cannot understand eachother.

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